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Not so random Random Thoughts and concepts from a Lonely Idea.

Someone told me it’s pointless to try and stay healthy - I agree - every one lives the same length regardless of their health: Every day spent on trying to stay healthy gives you more days to live, except you wasted all those unpleasant days trying to stay healthy when you could’ve enjoyed them. Thus we all live the same life span. It’s pointless.

There is a problem with three people hanging out – someone always gets left out.

"A film is, or should be, more like music than fiction. It should be a progression of moods and feelings" - Stanley Kubrick

When is the human race going to stop believing in imaginary friends and higher power and fantastical places, namely, God and Heaven.

We all rot and become nothing when we die. What else is new?

Some people just go too fast. That’s all I’ll say. Way too damn fast.

And here is a very interesting quote, “We can admire each other without God, and in doing so, evolve from the human race”.

Does Lala Land really exist?

Doesn’t it sound strange, when people say they’ve loved more than one person in their life? I’ve come to believe that you only truly love someone once in your entire lifetime.

Demi Lovato is gorgeous.

Counter bricolage is annoying. Who wants to buy materials that one can make themselves? This is why I can’t stand Hot Topic.

I feel lost, still.

A story never truly has a beginning nor an end.

Ambient music is the best music ever written.

A look in the mirror: What if we’re the reflection?

I had a dream.. and the world was only a tear drop out of many, countless many.

I can’t stand slang – and I’m proud to admit I’m horrible at it.

The most beautiful place in the world is not a matter of where, but who.

Extra-terrestrials.. not just an idea. Be logical.

We don’t need to sleep to be dreamers.

Why are human beings so cocky? They like to think they’re the smartest species on Earth.

Why are we so smart? The answer is simple: We’re not, we just think we are.

Eternity and Infinity do not exist for the human race.

The sun will die one day, and so will we. Amazing.

What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies.

I have a hard time believing in karma.

Somewhere, someone is laughing at you.

Why is it that ignorance is bliss. Why can’t we gain knowledge without finding misery?

I don’t think we should ever find out what the meaning of life is. It will always be a disappointing one.

Stood in firelight, sweltering. Bloodstain on chest like map of violent new continent. Felt cleansed. Felt dark planet turn under my feet and knew what cats know that makes them scream like babies in night. Looked at sky through smoke heavy with human fat and God was not there. The cold, suffocating dark goes on forever and we are alone. Live our lives, lacking anything better to do. Devise reason later. Born from oblivion; bear children, hell. Bound as ourselves, go into oblivion. There is nothing else. Existence is random. Has no pattern save what we imagine after staring at it for too long. No meaning save what we choose to impose. This rudderless world is not shaped by vague metaphysical forces. It is not God who kills the children. Not fate that butchers them or destiny that feeds them into the dogs. It's us. Only us.
- Rorshach Watchmen

Self thought
Take this guy.. Jorge.. the guy loves to draw. Loves drawing whatever fantasies pop into his mind. Ever since his moment of birth, a very mysterious unknown.. creature or superhuman or supergod.. filled the mind of this child with dreams of Fantasia and Wonderland. Only making him wonder things such as 'Who's the dreamer?' or 'Is this all a dream?' or the ever complicated 'Is this the greatest nightmare of all, reality, in which has to be a dream, since nightmares are dreams, what have i done, when did it start, will it ever end, and am I still dreaming?' But not only did his puny little adoloscent brain get flooded with such fantasy, but creativity as well. Or so he thinks. This is a guy who only dreams. The dream of the future. The dream of all impossibles. The dream of becoming something which one cannot. The dream of dolphins taking flight and leaving the misery-filled world Earth beings call Life, to a far more fantascious world where dreams are made true and even more dreams are born. Anything your heart will desire can happen. Surely a typical human says it shall be boring and pointless, since there is no bad, but the sense of knowing and feeling 'boredom', ' pointlessness ', and such are gone. So it doesn't matter at all. Atleast to only those who believe in it, since of course, we all believe in whatever we want. One can believe in a god in the shape of a mere ant and that ant can grant anything. It doesn't matter what it is. To disagree with a certain human or humans, Death may not be so bad. Surely no one has ever come back from the dead, because its so bad they simply cannot? No, that is mere opinion. No one knows what happens after Death. Perchance it can be so delightful, beautiful, pleasureable, eternal, magical, so fantastic, and so beyond words, the beings that are dead simply do not wish to return. Perchance they'd like to come back and visit their loved ones, but they simply can't feel anymore. Atleast that's what the great rumor is. They wouldn't want to frighten them anyway. So this guy, Jorge, as we were speaking of, does not indeed communicate with me, but only because of one reason. He does not have to. He thinks that death is the most beautiful thing about life, that a wonderful 'film' shall be played right before your eyes featuring all the greatest triumphs, accomplishments and most favorite moments ever acted out in your life. Then, you shall meet the greatest being of all, the director, your god, your Creator. We all must meet that being some time, shall we not? Soon Jorge won't spread the word, not by words, but in his art, or atleast thats what he wishes to call it. Soon the people around him shall believe. That death is nothing worse than life, that it is just a beginning, not an end. It is the greatest moment ever lived, the greatest mystery of Mankind forever, and it can only be fully searched, studied and found by experiencing it. Soon he shall come to the tip of a mountain peak, and gaze at the magnificant dolphins and whales soaring in the sky. Soon he shall join them. In death where anything is possible. Anything you desire. It is there. Soon he'll commit the leap of faith and destiny and discover what life really means. It is time to spread your wings.
- Me

Selected Quotes
What shall I love if not the enigma?
- de Chirico

We all have in our conscious minds a great vocabulary of images, and I think all human communication is based on these images, as are our dreams....

Our unconscious is not easily deceived though, and will deal with our fears in our dreams if we don't do so in our waking lives. It knows that we are terrified at the prospect of our lives ending and our bodies decaying, that we are afraid to confront the possibility that when we reach old age and drop the frantic activity of our younger years, we will discover that it has all been meaningless
- Richard Craze

..But children, though they love to munch, should not eat aliens for lunch;
- Alan Moore
Thar's Future-Shocks - A Cautionary Fable


We have largely lost our faith in politics, religion, world leaders, doctors, lawyers, and psychoanalysts as guides and authorities. Searching for the truth seems to be what real artists do while acknowledging that it may not be found or even recognized. The search matters, even when it discovers that art and the world are defined and experienced by contradiction and change.
- Milton Glaser

Every child is an artist. The problem is how to remain an artist once he grows up.
- Pablo Picasso

To draw you must close your eyes and sing
- Pablo Picasso

There's no retirement for an artist, it's your way of living so there's no end to it.
- Henry Moore

Love is when the desire to be desired takes you so badly that you feel you could die of it.
- Henri Toulouse Lautrec

You come to nature with all her theories, and she knocks them all flat.
- Renoir


Even without the events of 40 years ago, I think man would still be a creature that fears the dark. He doesn't face that fear, he averts his eyes from it and acts as if he doesn't have any memories of his past. But, 40 years is both a short time and yet, a long time. Man's fear has withered. And even time itself tries to wither the desire to know the truth. Is it a crime to try and learn the truth? Is it a sin to search for those things which you fear. My purpose in this world is knowledge, and the dissemination of it. And it is I who is to restore the fruits of my labor to the entire world. Fear... It is something vital to us puny creatures. The instant man stop fearing is the instant the species reaches a dead end, only to sink to pitable lows, only to sit and wait apathetically for extinction. Humans who lose the ability to think become creatures whose existance has no value. Wake up! Don't be afraid of knowledge! Think, you humans who are split into two worlds, unless you want the gulf between humans to expand into oblivian, you must think!
- Schwarzwald.


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